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Through the Tunnel to Honey Hill
My next mural was a direct result of
participating in open studio events. A mother and daughter came to San
Francisco open studios and signed my shipyard guest book. At the time,
they didn't talk to me. They were names and addresses without individuality,
but with a simple and cultured handwriting I liked.
As I worked on my following open studio
promotional material, I fell victim to a sequence of thoughts that often
afflicts us artists.
"Why am I bothering to do this, anyway?"
"What good will it do?"
These are questions we ask ourselves when
we haven't gotten much feedback about pieces we exhibit and when sales
haven't hit the TV game show jackpots of our imaginations. Sometimes we
haven't sold anything at all for considerable lengths of time.
I stuffed envelopes, slapped on labels,
added stamps, having no answer to my own questions except, "I'm going to
go ahead and do this."
The open studio event I was announcing
at the time was smaller and more off the beaten track than open studios
in San Francisco. Yet I generally sold as much or more at these smaller
events. All the same, I worried I might not sell anything this time.
"Seal the envelopes. Just go for it," I
told myself.
The mother and daughter with the handwriting
I liked came. So did the rest of the family, father and son. I was impressed
because I enjoy children and young people being part of these events.
The family told me they liked my flower
paintings in watercolor. They had space for a mural near their front door
and wanted to discuss my designing something for them. I envisioned an
ordinary size door with space behind it approximately the size of the door
itself. With this in mind, I put together a portfolio of possible subjects
and went to see the site. I drove through the Caldecott Tunnel into the
rolling contours of East Contra Costa County and turned off at Honey Hill.
Directions I had been given were good. After a few zigzags, up some slopes,
and down others, I found the house and had enjoyed the ride.
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Tanya at work on
the residential
Mt. Tamalpais Mural.
Photo: Ami DeAvilla
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The front door was large and gracious.
Windows of beveled glass flanked it, projecting a warm light into the foyer.
Across the foyer from the front door was a recessed area 8 feet high and
12 feet long specially allocated for a mural. To the left of the mural
space was a living room, dining room to the right. I could see a family
room past the living room. Later I was shown the kitchen, behind the mural
space.
A nature subject was the topic under discussion.
8 feet by 12 feet gave room for something dramatic. The composition needed
to work both from close up and from a distance. Walking from room to room
through the foyer, one could be as close as a foot or two from the painted
surface. The mural would also be visible from the living room, dining room,
and from the entrance patio outside.
My worst fear about a commissioned piece
is getting half way or more through and hearing, "It's not quite what we
had in mind." As it turned out, I had no need to worry. My clients were
clear and decisive. It had been a long time since I'd heard, "It isn't
quite what we had in mind," a long time since I was a brash young thing
who knew what good art was and couldn't wait to shove it
down the throats of the philistine general population for their own good.
Happily for all, those student days were
ancient history, though I wanted to make sure we were all on the same wave
length about this new venture. Any time a person describes visual art in
words there is a translation process. The words aren't the same thing as
the original. No matter how sympatico the words are, images in the mind
of a person describing a painting will be different from images the words
create for people listening.
I painted ten nine inch by twelve inch sketches and asked the
family to pick out two or three for possible development.
They picked two, both of Mt. Tamalpais, where they hiked.
Next I worked up three 22 inch by 30 inch
versions of the these compositions, settling on views of Mt. Tam seen from
the East Bay Hills above the Caldecott Tunnel with a bit of San Francisco
Bay included. The three versions varied in color and foreground details.
My clients picked one and we were under way.
I decided on a foreground of California
wildflowers, so that if you were close to the mural it would be almost
as though you were strolling or lying down among the plants. I enlarged
my sketches freehand from notes on proportion. Working freehand, I could
tailor the composition to the variety of angles from which the finished
mural would be seen.
For durability, I was working in acrylic.
I put three coats of thinned acrylic gesso on the wall first as an undercoat,
wondering, as I brushed on the uniform white layers, how I was going to
translate the delicacy of watercolor (watercolor influenced by Chinese
and Japanese brush strokes) into the tougher, thicker medium of acrylic.
I began blocking in the composition with
a pale blue I'd mixed for the sky. I still had no idea how I was going
to create the watercolor effect. Being a creature brought up not to waste
materials, I made the pale blue by adding a little blue acrylic and water
to leftover thinned gesso I'd used for the undercoat. I chose "gesso with
grounds" to provide a little texture.
Bingo! Color added to the thinned gesso
gave a bit of translucency, just enough to provide the feel of watercolor.
Now I felt I was truly off to a flying start!
We agreed on most of my color choices.
I'd decided, though my clients didn't require it, that I wanted all the
plants in the mural to be California natives. I'd included a yellow evening
primrose, dramatically tall, at the left. But one of the major decision
makers in the family didn't like yellow. I hadn't taken his objection to
yellow seriously and, as details of the composition began to develop, he
reiterated his objection in no uncertain terms.
I decided on spikes of blue echium to replace
the offending yellow. I could have used blue ceonothus to keep to my native
plant theme, but I wanted the drama of echium spikes. I wasn't far into
the painting. The change was remarkably easy.
Butterflies were to be included. I put
in two orange ones and two yellow ones. Against the green hills of California
in spring, and with a verigated foreground, two butterflies had to be yellow
swallowtails in order to stand out. Agreement was reached.
There was no other disagreement about form,
color, or composition. The mural took approximately three months of working
three afternoons a week. I enjoyed every minute of it. Someone was always
available to lend a helping hand and every so often to put some jazz on
the stereo. My clients sometimes worked at home. One day we had tea together.
On another day someone drew my attention to a family of deer in the garden,
including a buck, who came through the yard about four p.m. Landscaping,
in shades of purple, red, and orange, was as deerproof as possible.
The children and their friends commented
on the mural occasionally as they came in from school. So did the housekeepers,
whose Latin heritage gave them a special attentiveness to painting on walls.
The father of one client and the mom of the other visited. I enjoyed everyone
and also wanted to keep the whole family talking with me so that if there
was any real dissatisfaction it could be addressed as it arose.
A requirement I found taxing at the start was that
my work space be completely cleaned up each day as the mural progressed.
The house had had construction going on for so long no one in the family
wanted to look at drop cloths and ladders when work was not literally underway.
I was not thrilled by this request, but the discipline of carrying it out
served me well on my next mural project at Cowden Automotive. There, I
had
to clean up. The shop did not include room to leave my paints out at the
base of the mural. I kept them in an attic balcony that overlooked the
main floor of the shop, a great place to get a view of the mural and to
have a few moments of quiet contemplation. By the time I was working on
the Cowden mural, cleaning up every day, stowing ladders, and so forth
had become second nature and life was better for it.
One day when I was about half finished
with the mural of Mt. Tamalpais and wildflowers, one of my clients asked
me how I liked working on a large scale. I had not thought about it consciously.
"I love it!" I told him spontaneously
from up on my ladder. As I continued to paint, I reflected on my own answer.
"Yes! I love it!" The broad gesture, the space, the variations that
happen visually when I step back. "I love it!"
My clients were excited about how the mural
seems to change when seen from extreme left or right. The effect is as
though a viewer were driving by a mountain. The contours of peaks, ridges,
and declivities appear to change as we go past at speeds faster than the
pace of walking. It was an exciting experience to see this happen with
changes in proximity to the mural. From left in the living room or right
in the dining room the scene is different. From outside in the entrance
patio it is yet different again. These effects pleased us all. They are
one of the major aspects of painting in large scale.
Two Tibetan rugs in the foyer had to be
rolled up at the start of work each day and unrolled again when work stopped.
Under each rug was a useful, but unruly, foam mat. My clients often helped
with the rolling up and unrolling, getting the unruly mats square with
the rugs so the mats didn't show. The mat color was an emerald green of
which I am fond. I use it often in watercolor paintings for subtle morning
skies and rich farmland vegetation. However, this green didn't go with
the rugs, the mural, or the flagstone and wood floor, so we were highly
motivated to get the mats squared up and hidden.
While I was beginning concerted work on
the foreground of the mural, my clients told me they wanted the mural to
pick up colors from the rugs. This request was expressed with some firmness.
Once expressed, I considered it a command. Some correspondences were already
there: red zauschneria, blue brodiaea, orange mimulus, deep green foliage.
But the rugs included predominant areas of rich reddish brown. What plant
is reddish brown? What healthy California native plant, that is.
My use of California natives was admittedly
a game I was playing with myself. My selection of specific plants was open
ended from my clients' point of view. All the same, I went home and paced
the floor like a caged animal. "Pick up the colors of the rugs? Oh, brother!"
The more I paced the farther I seemed to be from a solution.
Three days later the answer came to me:
buckwheat! Buckwheat flowers can be white, pink, or reddish brown! A rich
reddish brown called brown madder in watercolor and very like the reddish
browns in the rugs!! The buckwheat worked.
I began actual painting of the mural in
the autumn and said I'd be done a few days before Christmas, or, by Christmas
I'd be close enough to done that the mural would look finished for holiday
entertaining and I could come back in January to add final touches. A day
or two before the holiday deadline I had set I realized I was finished.
My clients weren't so sure. Part of the foreground didn't seem settled
from their point of view.
We agreed that they would think about it
over the weekend. The next work day when I arrived, I saw that one of my
clients was busy on the phone, so I went out in the garden to eat my lunch,
thinking I could do a completely new and different composition using plants
from this garden, especially rich purple hybrid penstamons, a flower I
am fond of. After a while, one of my clients came out and told me they
had decided the mural was finished. He had a special spark in his eye and
a purposeful smile.
"We didn't really expect to get colors
that would pick up the Tibetan rugs," he said, acknowledging how well he'd
played his cards. I recalled the firmness of his initial request and was
wryly amused that I had taken the request as a command. However, I'd come
through with flying colors for both of us! I'm not fond of games or sports
for which the rules can be described before play begins. But this sport,
The Game of the Tibetan Rugs, was right up my alley, as is the idea of
activities in which everyone wins!
We all agreed that we had very much liked
working together. During the final days of my painting on the mural I'd
brought with me a brochure about the narthex (foyer) Larry Boyce had painted
in one of San Francisco's churches. Boyce was one of the first contemporary
artists to study nineteenth century decorative painting techniques. He
was a leader in reintroducing them to modern restoration projects. I'd
been fortunate enough to meet him at a Victorian Alliance Christmas party
early in his career. The brochure interested me in itself, because I had
met Boyce, and because his work glows with richness appropriate to the
spaces where it is used. The brochure also interested me because it talked
about how Boyce had done this narthex ceiling. My clients for the Mt. Tamalpais
mural wanted me to write something similar about their mural.
I was too close to the project at the time
to know where to begin. Or, more specifically, I did begin, but
I didn't really get anywhere until questions people asked about the Cowden
Automotive mural helped me focus my thought so that I could write about
my mural painting generally.
Considerable candor on my Honey Hill clients'
part was involved in telling me they hadn't really expected to get colors
that picked up tones in the Tibetan rugs. Some candor on my part is involved
in this writing. With a warm smile, I offer it to Joe, Robin, Erin, and
Ryan.
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